What I couldn't shake off was the absolute hell that poor little Nurin went through the 30 days prior to her death. MasyaAllah, I cannot even imagine the terror that she must have felt then - day in, day out. It makes many wonder why He has allowed this monstrosity to happen.
But Nasreen, my good friend, you have again put things in perspective, like you always do. To never question the will of God. For He is the Almighty, Maha Penyayang Lagi Bijaksana.
And here, I'd like to share you her assuring words to whoever's reading this, and hoped that it'll comfort you, as it did me.
I just got back from my company's buka puasa when I heard the news. The swelling has subsided and now the parents can recognize her. I couldn't stop myself from crying. Like you, I questioned many things. Then it hit me...Allah itu Maha Pengasih dan Penyayang. If I am sad, if I feel the love for this child, apa lagi Allah?
HE cooled the fire of which Nabi Ibrahim was thrown into.
HE replace Nabi Isa before he was crucified.
HE replaced Masyitah with the devil when Firaun wants to "be" with her. Hence, she never had a child. That's why Nabi Musa was given to her.
HE will no let Nurin suffer. I tell myself. I pray he replaced Nurin long before any it happened. I pray HE replaced it with the devil. The devil that will be the companion to the BEASTS who ravaged Nurin's body. Perhaps that's why her parents can't recognize her. That's why only when she returned home, she is herself, like the Nurin her parents remember.
Still, I feel for her parents. I am grieving for her parents.
There were callers from the radio who said, we should now take care of each other's kids. Kena jaga tepi kain orang. Know who our neighbors are, who their children are..I couldn't agree more.
Al-Fatihah to little Nurin Jazlin.
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masyaallah, i've never ever thought of it that way. thanks for sharing this piece of opinion from your friend. i hope the parents can look at it that way too, buat pengubat hati.
Crash test mom,
It sure was the pengubat hati for me. Sigh, I hope they find the evil barrstard.
BTW, Nurin's uncle created a blog. It's here...
nurinjazlin.blogspot.com
salam rena, been reading your blog for a while. Thanks for sharing with us those comforting words. It's like pouring water on our hot, burning & outraged hearts. Bukan cam IGP tu, simbah petrol lagi adalah
Hi Rena, been reading your blog for quite a while now. Hopped from crast test mom's. Thanks for sharing with us those comforting words. I really hope that HE did replace Nurin with the devil. Kesian the lil' girl...
rena, thanks so much for putting this post up. i cannot say how much these words have comforted me. these words put a whole new perspective on the pain all of us feel.
Salam Raggedy Anne, Nadia,
Been hopping on your blogs too! :) Anyhoo, glad that it comforted you too. I pray to Allah that she was indeed replaced way before anything happened. Perhaps that's why her parents/relatives can't even tell it was her until after the mandi jenazah, that's when her real features appeared. At least, as what's been reported in the papers and in her uncle's blog. Wallahualam.
Be careful y'all.
Babybooned,
Am glad it comforted you too. The world's a crazy place, innit? Couldn't recall if it was this dangerous back then.
And today, I've heard a boy got his fingers cut off by his demented uncle who put him on ransom.
Sigh...
Those words really are comforting. Some people just know how to blame Him till sometimes we don't know how to let them understand.but those words might help..
A very comforting words..Never thought of it..Allah Maha Pengasih Lagi Maha Penyayang..Been wondering to, why de bastard have not been caught..What happen??
Just want to let you know that i'll post those words in my blog "Mum's Xchange Corner",and link to your blog..
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